I guess I have been feeling this way for a while and I'm not really sure how to describe it. I think everybody goes through this horrible phase of just feeling quite empty? I don't know what it specifically is if i'm truthful, but it makes me stressed that i am stressed or empty that i feel empty? Moods turn into horrible tantrums and tears and you feel like everybody is moving on and you're stuck in the same place. I need to feel a little bit more stressed or shall I say, now relieved, like Barack Obama?
A lot has happened in 2016 and even now, politics in 2017 isn't looking bright. I mean, what the hell is going on in America? We should all unite against division. I apologise that this is the first post of the new year which happens to be a negative one. I guess this is the reality, we can not all live bright days and everyone has a blue day. I have been trying to calm down, looking forward to cleansing and washing my face, being in pyjamas and just having some me time (the little things we take for granted), which is one of my new years resolutions. You can see that post here. I am starting to love walks and using this blog as a place to relieve my stress. I also want to get back into reading. There is so much going on, I apologise if this post is not clear or positive, but I promise I'm on my way to positivity. I guess this is what people would call a slump, huh?
I hope everyone is having a lovely day, I think I am going to start putting on some makeup- does anyone else need makeup to help you start the day off? Oh, I will go through all of my clothes ( i have waaaay too many) and give it to charity and throw away my ratty-holed tights which are a disgrace to humanity. Please forgive me.
One day I will be as happy as Obama, but for now, it is a journey to positivity.
